08/02/2009 - 5th. Sunday in Ordinary Time - B
1st. Reading Job 7,1-4.6-7 Psalm 146 2nd. Reading 1 Cor 9,16-19.22-23 Gospel Mk 1,29-39

St. Luke tells us that the disciples asked Jesus to teach them how to pray because even John the Baptist has taught his disciples to do so. Who knows the true motive? Were they perhaps jealous? Did they want to distinguish themselves from the disciples of other rabbis in the way to pray? In such a case they could have adopted a prayer as a sign by which they would have distinguish themselves from other religious groups. Later on, Jesus will tell them which is the sign that was to distinguish them as his disciples, that of loving one another as he has loved them. Their prayer is to be like his, their relationship with God is to be lived intensely as he has lived it. If Jesus teaches how to pray, he does it not so much that his disciples pride in being different than other, but because they learn to be really different in giving trust and obedience to one another, to share that love that reflects the light of the face of the Father. To learn how to pray! The disciples of Jesus were Jews, and they were praying every day. They have already learnt how to pray in the family, and their prayer was true: they use to pray the Psalms and the prayers in their Bible. Even so they understand that they needed to learn how to pray, they understand that they were not yet able to have that relationship with God that Jesus was showing them. Jesus answers their request with an unusual way. "When you pray, say": it seems that he wanted to teach them the words to use in prayer, the words to present to the Father so that their prayer is acceptable. But we know that Jesus, being so true to himself, tells us to say the words that express our inner self, that express our lives. He makes sure that our lives grow to maturity in our personal relationship with God!
When Jesus came into the world as if there were an infinite list of trouble waiting for him! He is carried to the sick, those sick persons that could have gone to him. Men and women, sick and healthy, all are waiting for his coming, for his presence, for his word, for his touch. Among them there are those who are possessed: who knows what it means? These are those in whom the Holy Spirit is not present with his fruit and gifts: on the contrary, in them there is impatience, impurity, pride, complaint, the fear of the future or the fear of the past, scared from God and men, vanity, false humility or suspicion, and other evil spirits who produced anxiety and pain for themselves and others. They are all signs of demoniac presence that wants to disturb and destroy the human person and stops them from manifesting that they are created upon God's likeness and image. Job, with his word, gives us an idea of how much suffering reigns in the world: "I was stricken by months of illusion and restless nights" and "my days run out quickly, without a ray of hope". The persons who suffer from these evil spirits, in them or against them, or in others around them, wait for a savior, a redeemer. God has sent him! Jesus leaves that synagogue from which he has exorcised a man from a rebellious and violent spirit, able to recognize the holiness of Jesus, but not to accept and love him. His disciples trust him and accompany him to the mother in law of Simon, who had temperature, and so was not able to serve him. Jesus, not being afraid to touch an unclean person, touches her. His hand is healthy, and heals the uncleanness, the sickness. The woman does not feel "healed", but was able to serve! The healing of man is this capacity to be at the service especially of God. Hence "the entire city run to him" brings to Jesus all their sufferings: he does not let down anyone.
Did Jesus come only to heal sicknesses? During the night he goes to pray: here he comes to know that beyond the need of freedom from sickness and impure spirits, people need necessitates something else. Men have no hope because they don't know yet that the Kingdom of God is inaugurated, they don't know that he, Jesus, is the King of the long awaited Kingdom. It is necessary that he, Jesus, make himself known so that all come to know the King of the Kingdom, can follow him and learn to love. Those who get healed from sickness and evil spirits are to learn to love and be his disciples.
This was understood by st. Paul after he encountered the risen Lord. Today the apostle tell us with a strong voice of his will to proclaim the Gospel, that is, the news that the Kingdom is inaugurated, that the King is present, that we can serve him. For st. Paul preaching the Gospel is his life, is important as his own breath. He makes out of it the purpose of his existence, and he lives it with gratitude, as the reward for the struggle that he comes across in spreading the Good News to all and in every place!
Let's make out of the Gospel the purpose of our lives! There would be no space for the emotional complain of Job, discouragement and sadness. When we proclaim the Gospel, the Gospel makes us witness of the risen Lord, witnesses of his presence today, carriers of his victory over death!
"I do all for the Gospel, to participate in it myself"! I, before everybody, will be joyfull!

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